Through out the year it has been a very long fight.
Struggling to control oneself, Is easier said than to be done.
Everyday's a battle.
One day we won, and other time we lost. And going through those times,
I cried a lot.
Strange, isn't it?
When you struggled the most,
Against no one but yourself?
They said when you fall down 1000 times, you'll stand up 1001 times..
But it doesnt mean that you'll never fall down again, right?
Maybe you gonna fall down another 1000, or 10000 or even 100000!
Won't it be a long - long fight?
So, next year..
It going to be painful too.
Its gonna hurt - maybe even more - than before.
Therefore Allah, will YOU watch over me?
Will YOU stay with me even though I waver?
I knew I'll fall down.
Instead of helping me up,
Will YOU watch me so I wont stay down?
So I won't give up...
