Happy birthday to me! Eden dah tuo dah, dah ‘sembilanbolas’ dah eden hidup..
First of all, thx dekat semua yang wish me ^_^ appreciate it (manimanimani). Kalau nak list, seriously will paralyze all my flexor digitorum superficialis, profundus and extensor digitorum.. dan menyebabkan aku tak boleh taip. Dan terima kasih daun serai ( sbb daun serai x degil macam daun keladi) sebab help me into achieving ‘The Me’. manimanimani kamsahamnida..
Dan tak lupa jugak kepada mereka yang melawat ‘The Me” for the last 2 weeks. Buah tangan, coklat tangan, susu tangan, sungguh, hanya Tuhan yang mampu membalas budi anda semua. Doa-Doa dan kate-kate semangat akan kusematkan dalam hati ( ayat terharu T_T)
But the thing is…(Yang atas tu muqadimmah jerrrr... ^_^)
when someone remember your birthday, visit when you’re sick, spend money to buy gifts just for you, is a symbol of acknowledgement. Diorang acknowledge kehadiran korang dan ingat korang dalam hidup diorang. They take you as someone IMPORTANT in their life. Giving gifts, celebrate you is a way they say thank you. It’s the way they show how grateful they are - without realizing, they actually compliment you.
thanks for the gifts. thanks for the acknowledgement. ^_^ And thank you, for the compliment.
Tapi, dalam hidup aku, there’s people yang aku acknowledge jugak. There’s people that’s have been a part of my life dan support aku until now. And this people that actually deserve all the compliment.
So, instead of receiving gift time birthday for nothing, kita yang patutnya giving gift to others- as a symbol of appreciation. Tanpa these people – exactly these people – takkan ada ‘The Me’ yang aku duk bangga-banggakan. Takkan ada ‘The Me’ yang sekarang ni fighting on the right pathway. Takkan ada’The Me’ yang try everyday - and still keep trying – demi Islam, Lillahi taa’la.
Ayah - Inilah orang yang bertungkus-lumus everyday, without fail untuk membekalkan kami supaya kami dapat everything – money, softskills, ilmu agama, keselesaan and even JANNAH – InsyaAllah. There’s nothing you can complaint about. Inilah ayah dunia dan akhirat. Untuk ayah secaring itu, sehebat itu, buatkkan aku rasa malu untuk berputus asa walaupun sebentar. Membuatkan aku segan untuk berhenti berusaha.
Ummi – is someone I would not change even for all the money in the whole world. Ummilah support system paling besar dalam hidup aku. Even dengan perangai aku yang kasar, she managed to train me all the basic a graceful woman could be. Even better, semua yang Ummi ajar - memasak, kemas rumah, susun atur, adab – all leads towards perfection. It can never be better. Itulah sebaik-baik Ummi you could ever ask for- eternally. Ummilah – membuatkan korang keep trying to become better. Membuatkan korang keep running towards perfection.
Siblings – Kadang-kadang aku selalu terfikir, kan seronok ada kakak, ada adik lelaki. Sampai aku lupa yang sebenarnya aku ada 2 orang abang more than enough to make me crazy, dan 3 orang adik perempuan yang cukup-cukup manja sampai aku tak terfikir nak tambah lagi sorang. Diorang nilah yang bila all the finger pointing to me, theirs is always on the plate, eating and ignoring what other people say. They always have different ways to show they care.
That’s why I love going home. I love having that home. And I hope for the same home – same ummi, same ayah, same Abang Omar, Abang An, Kak Teh, Kak Wie and Cik Su – In Jannah.
Cikgu’s – Well, these are the contributers to my intelligence. Untuk cikgu-cikgu yang dari pre-school, sekolah rendah, Sekolah Menengah, SMAPL, PLKN Tangkas Kendiri, BTN’s, berjuta-juta-juta-juta-juta terima kasih atas Ilmu-Ilmu yang tak terkira banyaknya, sehingga saya menjadi golongan bijak pandai. (err.. maybe?) Plus karenah saye yang memang x menang kaki, tangan dan kepala.. itu semua attempt supaye cikgu ingat saye… Muahahaha. Thinking how naughty I was, how vicious I was, their patience worth a lot of compliment. Kalau cikgu-cikgu boleh sesabar itu, why cant I ? Kalau cikgu boleh setolerate itu, kenapa tidak aku?
Friends – Well, takde siape boleh sangkal the power of friendship. It’s the one that make the world go round-secara ilmiahnya. Past few days aku sedar I’m not really a good friend. Sometimes, aku lupa namalah, ignore calls la, terfire la, menyusahkan korang la, tak buat keje lah – and for that Im sorry. Aku mungkin tak pernah clarify, tapi aku seriously tak de niat nak buat macam tu. Im not perfect, and sometimes I do make mistake, and I get angry. One thing for sure, I never – ever – hate you guys. Not once nor later. Korang have been a major part dalam hidup aku.. and for that I thank you. Sincerely.
Selain this people, aku tau ada ramai lagi yang support aku throughout the way. And for not having the you on the list-Im sorry too. Tapi, deep down inside, I feel very grateful that I don’t know how to express. I cherish each and everyone of you in every step of my way.
Memang, kadang-kadang bila kita jatuh, result down, kena pulau. Kita rasa fed up dan putus asa. But thinking of each and everyone of them- how can I even think of stopping?
19 tahun. Muhammad Al-Fateh ketuai tentera dan berjaya menakhluki negara. Kenapa aku tak mampu ketuai diri dan nafsu aku untuk takhluki hati aku dengan kebahagiaan dalam iman dan islam?
bukan bahagia dalam menerima. bahagia dalam memberi. Lillahi taala. Maka akan hilang rasa putus asa.
19 tahun semua orang bertungkus-lumus to make you who I am today. 19 tahun, Allah bagi peluang for me to change for a better muslim. 19 tahun orang tolong kita – didik, ajar, jaga, teman, support, kongsi, MEMBERI – Now its my time.
Ayuh, Jadi manusia lebih ikhlas. Jadi manusia lebih baik. ^_^
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